September 14, 2010
We’re triggering tonight for retrieval on Thursday!
I know…I’ve been a terrible blogger this cycle – sorry friends! My 12+ hour days at work combined with my complete ambivalence towards this cycle means that I haven’t really acknowledged that this cycle was happening. Added to that is the fact that I’ve been on stims for much less time this cycle and it was practically over before I realized it had begun!
Last night marked our tenth and final day of stims, whereas with my previous cycles I was stimming between 15 and 20 days each time. I am hopeful that less messing around with my eggs will mean better quality, because it’s definitely looking like we’re going to have less by way of quantity (mature eggs) this time. I told S to remind me of that (quality not quantity!) when I wake up from anaesthesia on Thursday and get my egg count. 😉
I’m still feeling pretty numb…but as one of my BF’s said, I’ve tried every other attitude (positive, negative…) so I may as well try just not caring! I’m not sure when, or even if, I’ll start to feel hopeful again, but in the meantime, if anyone has some hope or prayers to spare, I’d greatly appreciate you sending them my way. 🙂