July 21, 2010
Cycle #…who knows.
Last night I started BC pills for our upcoming (and last?) IVF cycle. I have to be on the pills for 6 weeks (to regulate my hormone levels) before even starting the Lupron, so right now we’re targeting mid-September for retrieval and transfer.
Exhibit A why I can’t just forget and “relax” – two months of varying and increasing meds before we even have a chance at being pregnant.
I’m glad that I won’t be dealing with shots or fake drinking at my company’s sales meeting in August, but I just wish I didn’t have to go through all of this again.
I’m in this weird place right now where I don’t really feel hopeful, but I’m not ready to move on. Hopefully I’ll be able to get excited at some point over the next two months…