May 11, 2010
My brain is mush today, but I just have a few things to share:
- My beta (blood test) is May 22nd, so I have a full two weeks to worry, obsess and analyze every symptom. I don’t think that I will test myself (unless I get a positive beta, and then I will just to see the +!). I honestly don’t know how I’m going to make it – you’re probably going to see my posts get more and more desperate and nonsensical, lol.
- This morning, I went downstairs to make myself a snack, at which point my work cell rang and I ran back up to the office to answer it. This is important for two reasons:
a. I know it isn’t rational, but I had a momentary freak out that I just jogged my babies right out of my uterus. Again, not rational = me, I know that. Does it make me less crazy if I recognize that I’m crazy?
b. For the first time in my life, I felt my @$$ jiggle so much that it actually HURT as I ran up the stairs. I know that part of that is from the PIO shots, but seriously, I’ve never had so much bounce back in my life! 😛
- I’m meeting up with my former boss and another colleague for dinner tonight, so I think I’m going to have to do my own PIO shots in whatever restaurant bathroom I end up! I’m kind of traumatized – these are BIG needles, and I just got used to S doing the shots – but if we are pregnant, I’ll have to do these shots for 10-12 weeks, so I’d better figure it out sooner or later, right? Eek!
Okay, that’s it…I know that you wouldn’t have been able to make it through the day without these very important pieces of information…so thanks for humoring me. 😉